Wednesday, January 14, 2004
Projecting Our Lives Down To This Planet Earth
I left the notebook at work that fateful December night. Others began using it for helpdesk notes almost immediately. I hardly used ye, notebook.
I have nonetheless saved fragments of thoughts and catchy lines on scraps of paper that litter my bedroom floor. I can blindly reach out and grab an old thought whenever I want, and they drift around the carpet like tumbleweed through the old west. I've done nothing with myself lately. Lots of movies and games and useless crap, but not much socialization or leisure away from my home. I need to get out more. I feel cut off. I did go out for a New Year's party at a friend's. I drank too much, as usual, but that's no surprise or cause for concern. I tried snorting ketamine for the first and last time. That's a bad idea after a twelve pack and assorted jello shots. Not to mention the dixie cup full of $300 champagne at midnight. K slo-mo'd me and I couldn't walk without swinging myself around like a rubberlegged cartoon sailor. Talking was possible but inadvisable. I couldn't hear myself speak, so I was very loud. I ended up yelling at somebody for not stashing their booze in the trunk when leaving. He put it in the passenger seat. On New Year's Eve. Open. Jackass. I read lots of journals here, far more regularly than I post. I don't message or interact with anybody here much anymore, but I do enjoy your contributions. Thanks. 8:07 PM - Bottle Rocket Fire Alarm 0 Comments :: - post comment | RECENTMetamorphosis - Ice Climber & Totem CatThe Road Less TraveledThe Zod AbidesNow I BreakOld Thunderdome BoulevardEmperor Zod: Ace ReporterBEG FOR MERCY II: The Wrath Of Zod!Sands Of The HourglassMy Match BioSomething PessimisticARCHIVEAugust 2002 September 2002 October 2002 November 2002 December 2002 January 2003 February 2003 March 2003 April 2003 May 2003 September 2003 October 2003 November 2003 December 2003 January 2004 February 2004 August 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 February 2008 May 2008 August 2008 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 December 2009 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 August 2010 August 2011 September 2011 February 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 October 2012 November 2012 May 2013 August 2013 September 2013 December 2013 May 2014 October 2014 November 2014 December 2016Tinfoil Index Portal
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